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Nothing At All
12:03
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Whats the fucking point
Of saying anything anymore
What am I saying?
A bunch of samey bullshit
To have, what; some edgy lyrics?
Fuck this, fuck these vocals
It hurts more than existence
Maybe I should throw up my hands
And admit I have nothing to say
Except the same rhetoric
Day after day
"Why do I remain alive when I only wish to die?"
"You are nothing and nothing. You drank everything"
You are really nothing at all, you know!
Nothing but the same
The same fucking depressed cunt
The same fucked up genre
Same lyrics
Same songs
The only relation is the cold feel of a knife
That's the only thing between you and I
Becoming no more than strangers
Maybe I just dont get it, maybe I just can't understand
But sometimes I think to myself; what am I even saying?
What actually am I trying to convey?
What exactly is any of this to mean?
Well, aside from the obvious of course
Maybe that's all it is
The obvious
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Meaning?
12:35
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Walking down Tasman again
I stop for just a moment
Staring into the distance
There, it meets me again
I try to distract my mind
But the fucking memory
Kills like a parasite..
No matter how hard I try, I end up alone
Fucking up every second, I'm just on my own
How am I meant to try if I can't even speak a word?
If I can't even start a conversation, can't even be heard?
Then again, that view...
That view, bridge of memories
Fucks with me but makes me happy
The second I leave, I want to go back
I want to be happy again, away from this life
Then again, that view...
That view, bridge of memories
Fucks with me but makes me happy
The second I leave, I want to go back
I want to be happy again, away from this life
Sometimes, I think of jumping over
But I know that I'd still be alive
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Snowstorm
23:15
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Well, I left you a note
It read, "Life has gone"
You didn't understand me
You didn't try to feel me
You only felt the touch
Of the cold words you said
None of that matters anymore
Shall I be dead, 6 feet under
Maybe 12 feet, so I can bury you
With me
Well, have you read my note?
Have you seen the scene?
Have you realized what you've done to me?
I'm on the edge, wind past my face
City down below, looks so pretty
I pace and pace, life laying on me
The railing stands, in the way of glory
Goodbye, goodbye! Farewell!
Well, I left you a note
It read, "Life has gone"
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Aphantasia TAS, Australia
Aphantasia, the inability to create mental imagery. This band is a black metal and dark ambient band inspired by the likes of Intig, Lifelover, Bethlehem and Aphex Twin.
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Reminds me of the past. It's amazing.
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A view into how the world really is. It isn't easy to exist and this shows it clear as day.
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This whole album and the track 'Letting Go' mostly feels like a background song to reflection. Definitely their best work.
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